I remember

This entry izzen directed to anybody in particular. Im juz taking a trip down memory lane... =)

Do you rmb the first sec1 class gathering. Do you rmb dropping the insides of an apple pie in TM's music junction. Do you rmb when we discussed piercing our ears for the first time. Do you rmb the frenzied passing of postcards and replies. Do you rmb the first PSL thingy in sec1. Do you rmb "villa on venus" and the dustbins. Do you rmb the bookmark Stephanie gave us. Do you rmb "Best In Me" for teachers day. Do you rmb the "The Exorcist", truth n dare and then the water bombs. Do you rmb trying to catch crabs at Pasir ris. Do you rmb tt stupid aruguement which led to something even more stupid. Do you rmb 'stabbing' me with a pen when i tried to stop you from singing F4 songs. Do you rmb the final farewell. Do you rmb falling down the slope together on rollerblades when i tried to teach you. Do you rmb promising me tt you'll try to lemme see the inside of mediacorp studio or wadever. Do you rmb when i knocked the computer over in Lit class. Do you rmb when i thought i saw something fly past the window (prob a bird). Do you rmb going to Graffitti Imprint at TM on a wed (jocelyn went as as well but she left early) Do you rmb the original sitting arrangement with the 3 tables at the sides (jing wen, kim n me) Do you rmb when my handphone rang in english class. Well i do...

Haha sorry. One memory just brings on another n another n another.

Sometimes i wonder why we keep remembering the memories tt we want to forget, yet struggle to cling on to the pleasant thoughts tt we hold dear. Why cant the the good stuff in our lives linger? Why cant we accept tt nothing is forever and everything is temporary? Why must we set ourselves up for disappointment by holding on to things tt we know have no lasting value.. but at tt moment in time means so much to us? How do we learn to let go?

Netball's A Funny Game

It was the inter-class netball games today and lemme tell you something.. Watching netball is a riot.. Hahaha some ppl juz shud not be allow to play netball for the simple fact tt they look so hilarious playing tt the spectators are too busy laughing to cheer.. Haha nad is the cutest and blur-est netball player ive ever seen.. haha and jocelyn and i were watching and laughing our heads off at the umpire (hmmz dun need me to tell you which ones rite ;P haha)

I dunt see the point of going to a netball game and not cheering on the class you support... If im noisy then imagine wad it wud be like if you sat in front of a whole class cheering on their team. I dunt think tt when i cheer itz tt loud. Itz not to say i dun have sensitive ears but itz juz you hafta get used to noise sometimes. Haha i mean you cant always have it quiet rite? But nvm.. the games are over anyways

To the 3e1 netball team... yeah they dint exactly win but at least they tried their best.. So good job gals!! =D

Haha i need to buy a B-I-G bear for myself..

I got an "extract" from this song called Wonderful

I don't want to start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Somedays, I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now.

Failed physics today. Aint tt juz wonderful eh.. but at least ive told my parents abt tt and the blender thing. So i guess itz fine now cept for tt bad sinking feeling ive still got.. But i refuse to let this failure bother me so much anymore and it shall not affect me. The time for feeling sad is over. Time to get back on track.

Arh fuck it... who am i kidding?

Deep Trouble

SHIT WHERE THE HELL DID MY BLENDER GO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Enjoy While You Can

THE EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRR!!!

Feels great to be able to say tt.. But then the marking days have come and gone. Tmr we shall head back to sch to see how badly or how well weve done. Somehow ive got bad feelings abt tt.. Social studies, eng and chem is not a good combo.

Neway, i enjoyed while i cud. Slacked away at bugis with sharon and jocelyn on friday.. then went suntec on sat, chilled out on sun and went tm today to watch resident evil2 hahaha.. yeah yeah i noe itz nc16 but then i guess i look mature (???) haha lolx i have my ways of getting in.. sneaking ard is really thrilling.. Then again rules are made to be broken rite?? Hahaha... the pink hello kitty at macs is damn cute i tell you... no matter wad someone else says =D

Hahaha raisin muffins are nice.. Itz ur loss=P haha

Oh well we juz hafta see wad happens tmr

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I hate the way i always end up being depressed like this.

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me... To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles And stupid lies While deep inside your bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me... To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work It was always there You don't know what it's like What it's like To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life